Homo sapiens will witness an average of 25,000 sunrises in a lifetime. Of course, we aren’t awake for all of them, but the sun still rises and time ticks along to an eventual end. Yes, every day the sun rises at a mathematically measured time and place and enlivens an amalgam of stratus, cirrus, and cumulus clouds predicted with a relatively high degree of certainty. But some sunrises are special.

New Mexico sunrises stand out. Northern New Mexico prairie is truly mile-high country. Perched in the atmosphere, the horizon stretches 86.6 miles wide, and the stage is always set to impress. Experiencing a sunrise on the broad prairie is a spectacle to witness.

It’s still dark, and I’m hunkered in this arid short-grass prairie near the Kiowa National Grasslands with my good friend Andrew Miller. Miller carries his camera and all the accoutrements of an ardent photographer. He makes his living with a lens. My .270 rifle, scarred by years of use, lies across my lap.

Each autumn I strike out for adventure and to harvest free-range, organic meat to feed my family. This year I’ve pulled a coveted public-draw pronghorn antelope tag in August. Last night we watched the monsoon thunderheads light up to our west. To the east, absolutely terrifying electrical storms crashed from the aftermath of Hurricane Harvey.

 

 

This is Miller’s first antelope hunt. We’ve settled down in the cholla cactus near an old arroyo. The dawn is still inky black, but the tips of our rusty windmill landmark are just showing. The windmill marks a water tank, an oasis on the prairie for cattle and wildlife alike. The centurion steel has long since been retired, the water instead delivered by miles of electrical lines and poly pipe. The spire is now only a landmark—a reminder of the past and, maybe, a symbol of the future.

Sitting on the prairie under the blinking stars stirs memories from 9,000 sunrises ago. It’s cold, but not breath-stealing like so many of the Wisconsin winters of my childhood. A chill seeps into my toes to remind me of when my mother would slip bread bags over my feet to keep them dry—the only Gore-Tex I knew.

My father is there to wake a 12-year-old boy for his first opening-day deer hunt in the North Country. But I haven’t slept all night; I tossed and turned, dreaming of white-tailed deer, the hunt, the excitement, growing up into the tradition.

 

 

Opening day—always the Saturday before Thanksgiving. A young boy doesn’t give much thought to tradition, but I hurtled into it by envy of fathers and peers.

I’m half awake, packing candy bars hoarded from Halloween bags. I groggily amble to the old Chevrolet. The passenger door is hopelessly mangled, so we slide across the bench seat from the driver’s side. The engine groans to life under the strain of sub-zero mercury.

The drive drags on, but it is only eight miles to my grandfather’s farm. Short legs struggle behind an invincible father, but finally we arrive at the woods where I will hunt. I’m small, so I skip the broken block steps in favor of the remaining nail spikes. Upward I go into the treestand.

 

 

It was a real coming-of-age moment that I can now see put me on a trajectory to my contemporary role with Gila trout conservation. The past begets the future. The past and present conjoin here, surrounded by prickly cholla on the prairie at first light while I mentally chew on the matter of conservation. The North American model of public ownership of wildlife makes this possible—for a kid in the North Country or a grown man in the West.

“There!” Miller hisses in restrained excitement, stirring me back to the present. Antelope mix around us. The inky sky transforms to crimson and blue as the sun starts to bleed over the horizon.

 

 

The antelope doe is at only 20 steps, her eyes boring holes in our cholla cover. Miller’s shutter snaps don’t bother the antelope, but I keep my eyes to the side. There will be a buck. My muscles cramp in the cold. Mere moments stretch into eternities. The sun keeps at its clockwork climb.

Big eyes keep us pinned, motionless on the prairie, waiting. Pronghorn have phenomenal eyesight. More antelope materialize in bands of sunlight as if from vapors. Time ticks. The horizon is huge, but our vantage between the cholla is narrow.

 

 

When I see the buck, there isn’t time for rangefinders or second guesses. I fire, and the buck stands. I send a second round with practiced quickness and the same result. Pause. Exhale. I’ve held my breath on two shots.

The buck is much closer than my first estimate. I resettle the crosshairs and squeeze off the last round as the golden light of the dawn illuminates the ghost of the prairie.

 

 

Sunrise 14,089 has seared a permanent memory.

 

Nathan Wiese is the manager of the Mora National Fish Hatchery in northeast New Mexico, where he and his crew oversee the captive stocks of Gila trout, a threatened species. See fws.gov/southwest for more information. All photos courtesy of Andrew Miller. For more of his work, visit andrewmillerstudio.com.